In My Dreams
“In My Dreams”
by Nicole Costa
Jackie
Of
Many trades
Master of self
Out of the fire
Off of the shelf
A student
A teacher
Can he ever
Reach her
We’re just two
Wounded warriors
Triggering
The same wound
We can do better
It’s not always easy
Face-to-face
We’re too intense
That’s why
I’m writing you
This letter
I was born
A free spirit
It will take
A warrior
To tame me
A like minded
Soldier
With
A
Heart of gold
I can feel
Your energy
I can feel
Your soul
I’ve seen you
In my dreams
Many times
Before
Whispers
To my ear
Yours has four
You are
The brown
Skinned man
With no face
We travelled
Light
On a one way
Flight
To and fro
The earth
Making profit
From the dirt
New streams
New land
Archipelago
Turning over
A new leaf
For the better
Chief Running Bear
Resurrected
Trust me
When I say
We are
Protected
When I love
I love deep
With all my heart
Within my sleep
And
I’m falling
In love with you
Deep inside
I know you feel
The same way too
Now we both know
That I don’t need
Nobody
But
When it comes
To love
You make me
Want to try again
And
I miss you
When you’re away
My friend
Words
I don’t say often
Anymore
There is something
About you though
That I adore
That keeps me
On my toes
Coming back
For more
City man
So tell me then
Can you handle
This jungle animal
Can you fly high
With this free eagle
Because the ocean
Has been set on fire
Tonight
I will see you
In my dreams
Where we are
Fulfilled
In our deepest
Emotional desires
Show me
How to love you
On this earthy plain
My heart
Is holding back
But
My body
No longer wants
To refrain
How does water
Collide
And
Flow unaffected
How do I love you
Brother
While still
Loving myself
Enough
To not be
DISRESPECTED
Yet not be
So tough
Tell me then
In the history
Of
Time
Has there ever
Been another
To penetrate
So sublime
As much as
I’ve wanted
A family
And
A home
I don’t even know
What that
Looks like bro
I’ve been wandering
The earth so long
Alone
The only home
I’ve ever had
Is the one
Within me
Cause I’m
The Crab
I’ve mastered
So many
Emotions and fears
I’ve lost so much
I’ve cried
Too many tears
I’ve lived
So much life
In my
Forty some years
Yet I still haven’t
Mastered
Union
With a man
I’m still willing
To learn
I’m still trying
To understand
Can we teach
Each other
How to properly
Love one another
Can our words
Build each other up
Instead of tear
Each other down
Can you be
My humble king
Who doesn’t need
To wear a crown
Can we have
Each other’s backs
And not
Let each other down
Tell me then
Astral Guide
In the 5D
Can you let go
Of
Ego
Can you swallow
That pride
So that you can
Come back
And
Lay by my side
Because I miss
That sweat lovin
That knowing
Deep inside
Tells me that
We no longer
Have to run
We no longer
Have to hide
This is just
The beginning
Of
Our story
We will give
The people
The glory
Restore
What was taken
And
Nurture the sacred
We’ll honor our places
We are mirroring faces
Oh where life
Would take us
If we could just
Make up
After we wake up
But for now
As it seems
Until you come
Correct
I will see you
In my dreams